Maybe it’s the same case as when I was a kid, when I would try everything to get my parents to buy me the toy, food, clothes or shoes I want. But once I get it, I lose interest and hop on to the next thing that catch my eye. Something about wanting what you don’t have. Especially when you know you can’t have it. I got halfway through to what I was craving for and lost half my interest in it as soon. I guess some things just never change.